This point is hard to even consider. It is dependent on getting a job, or not.
I see myself being led to Anamchara. I spent much of my life believing that I was called to be a nun, however thought it was not something I could be as I was protestant. Nowadays what is keeping me from joining is my lack of funds which is based on my lack of traditional job.
I see myself having a family before much longer. Once I have a job and have established myself in it I shall be looking to having a child. Possibly adopting, possibly by donor, I feel that I am to have a child, I do not feel required to have a partner in the process.
While I am putting it last it is something I feel is very important, I feel I am to live on my own. By on my own I mean out of my parents basement. It is not so much that I feel I need to live elsewhere as I feel they need to be able to live with each other and not have their children constantly around. They have never lived on their own, there was always a someone else living with them, they need and deserve time with each other.
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