Falling to Create

Everything, every single thing
seems to be falling
Everywhere I look I see things built so carefully
things I spent so much time and energy attempting to balance
fall

The misery
The sadness
of losing that which I worked so hard on
It is nearly unbearable

Focusing on the loss and the pain
all I see is my unbalanced world falling

Those around me see something else
They see what the unbalanced world had blocked me from seeing

This new path
My journey is not over
I should not be building my world here
not yet
I should continue on my journey
Not to find the place I should be
but to become what I should be