Epiphany while driving to church

I realized that I enjoyed PAX more when I worked it, then when I was an attendee.  From now on I will only be going if I am working it.

Although if I can get past my stupid issues over Burning Man I will never really have a chance to go to PAX again anyway ...

I think this want to work it may have something to do with my wanting schedules and order, and attendee status is pure chaos.